impatient.

In the words of the Weepies:

"I don't know why it takes so long. I cut my hair, then grow it back. First the thought, and then the act."

I'm applying this quote very literally.

My hair is taking FOR. EVER. to grow out, and I am cutting it all off, the way it was at the beginning of the school year.

I really want this:

But as my hair is lovely and mullet-y, and always in a tiny ponytail, affectionately referred to as "Lil' Nubbins" with my long grown out greasy bangs pinned across my greasy forehead, every single day, and this is a run-on sentence, but my hair is gross right now, and I want to feel pretty again. And it's boring to have ponytail every day, am I right? Even if it's one as tiny as Lil' Nubbins

(Also, in a slightly ashamed undertone, I will state that this short hair makes me stand out and be unique from the crowd of long haired girls at BYU. And being in a program like the Theater one, this can only help me.)

So hopefully sometime this week it will look something like this again:

ok, seriously.

Check this out:

My sisters are seriously talented.

These are some presents I got for christmas.

From my sister Gloriana:

The middle one. So me. So cute. She knows me well.

And these two from my sister-in-law Jylare. Love these so so much.

I miss my family. Especially this little face. Oh man.

I imagine things.

Sometimes I find that my imagination is the scariest thing of all.

Spending the next week alone in my apartment will probably lead to all kinds of terrifying imaginings.

Wish me luck!

The Monster of Doctor Frankenstein

I'm performing in "The Monster of Doctor Frankenstein" all this week. If you're in Provo, or in Utah, come and check it out! It runs wednesday through Saturday, with a two performances on saturday! Tickets are six dollars and you can buy them here!

Here is some more information!

It's with the BYU experimental theater company, and should be very interesting!

Obligatory thanksgiving post.

Things I am thankful for right now:

Pajamas

toothpaste

being in two shows at once

(being able to be busy doing what I love)

Having THE prettiest dresses in a Christmas Carol

(a little girl came up to me after the show to tell me how pretty my dress was. Oh, I know little girl, I know.)

Having amazing friends

Late night rehearsals and even later night Denny's trips with Frankenstein cast

Being drunkenly tired and finding everything hilarious

My family

Pictures of my new niece Scarlett

My ipod

Prayer

my bed...which I am now going to get into and get some SLEEP.

night!

it may just be the sleep deprivation, but I'm feeling very full of love right now. Love you all...whoever may read this blog...

Yes. I love Dallas Clayton. All my posts lately have been of his poems.

But I cannot help it. I must share.

What does it mean to you
to be disappointed?
When you imagine disappointment
does it have a face?
A scowl ike an ugly high school thing
coming back at you from the past?

It’d be nice if we could put a face
on all those emotions
that scare us into mediocrity.

Make it easier to poke out their eyes.

-Dallas Clayton

Seriously guys. I can't stop listening to this song. It's happiness encased in a piano and a voice. Seriously. Listen to this song and see if you don't feel better. It's on repeat on my ipod today.

Also...how adorable is this video? And Michael Buble? Since WHEN did he get so dang attractive?! I'm totally in love with him in this video! (especially when he starts dancing with the marching band)